Oh boy. So, I had a happy-happy distraction the other day on my delicious lunch date with Anthony (A.K.A. Thon). I am sure you know what I mean by lunch, right? I went back to work focused and ready to actually get some work done. Even my co-worker noticed my relaxed demeanor when I returned to my workstation.
Before meeting up with Thon, I was physically in attendance at our weekly team building meeting. Yet, mentally I was thinking of how I was going to excuse myself at 11:00 a.m. and get the hell out of there to meet up with Thon. I had a plan, and I knew what I was going to do, but I had to confirm with Thon that I was going to meet him at 11:00. I felt my cell phone vibrate and took a quick glance at it under the table. It was Thon. Technically, cell phones are not allowed on the board room tables and some of my "hater" co-workers look for ways to rat you out for texting under the table, so I slipped my cell phone into my boot and excused myself to go to the restroom, where I sent a speedy text to Thon and confirmed that I would be meeting up with him in 40 minutes.
I don't have to get into all of the hot details. I am sure your imagination is as creative as... Well... Ever kiss a guy with the most perfect mouth; soft, succulent lips and sensuous roaming tongue?
Well, I kissed Thon and every time I do, I find the kiss as hypnotic as the kiss Superman lays on the lips of Lois Lane in Superman II from the 80's.
I did truly forget that the world exists for a few glorious moments. While that just describes Thon's kisses, can you even imagine what I have to say about the rest of Thon's firm body, bright smile and sultry eyes? Forget it! I will leave that to YOUR imagination, but just know that he is an eclectic darling. Not your average musician, he's the one your mom warned you about. Thank goodness she warned me...or else I would have never been rebellious enough to find him. Well, he is your bad boy with a heart of gold. Mom, would be proud but I'm not telling mom. No need to get her interested in this one. I know that Thon and I love making out and seeing one another when time allows. I love it, too. I don't think anything serious will come of it.
We carve out the time to see one another when we can. Sometimes months go by without us having time to see one another. We always keep in touch via email or text, though, so there is always contact.
Besides, there are a few other reasons why Thon and I just don't quite move our relationship forward. A common set of obstacles. I won't go there now. No need.
I like Thon and I can't wait to see him again in the spring. Kisses Thon. I know you are reading this.
Thon knows about my feelings for Jack. I spoke about Jack after "lunch" and Thon gave his analysis on the situation. "Jack is effing with you", Thon says. I didn't really look at it that way. I mean, I DID look at it that way, but I hoped I was wrong about that. I hope that Thon is wrong, too.
I hope Jack isn't just messing or effing with me. Obviously, I plan on having a serious talk with him in Las Vegas and I am going to stay as quiet as a mouse until then. I really don't have anything to say to Jack until Vegas.
I mean, my distraction with Thon was enough to keep me looking the other way for a while. I do feel the urge to text Jack at times. I get so close to doing it my thumb is just about to press send, but I just don't do it. I delete the message time and again. I feel powerful when I am able to resist those urges. Not saying that it's a true power, but I feel better not saying anything at all right now. When I am ready to talk to Jack, I will.
Jack, I truly love you.
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