Chianne Brannigan
Hello everyone. I'm Chianne. I am described, by others, as the girl next door. I love being a kid-at-heart. There are parts of me that are all grown up and there are parts of me that feel like a teen aged girl. I tend to be a little bit too trusting, I think. I would say that I have had shit for luck with finding a stable relationship. All of my serious relationships tend to end with me finally getting fed up and walking out. What I realize about myself is that I tend to find "work in progress" or "diamonds in the rough".
I don't mind that, but for some reason, when I become a part of the lives of the men I love...They stop going after things they "claim" they want to do in their lives. I get sick of that. I know what I want in life, even though those wants may change and now I want people in my life with similar interests. Jack says he wants that, too. Jack. Wowee-wow-wow. I am currently in love with Jack. I know how blind I am to his bullshit. I understand and take responsibility for my share of this Jack fiasco. My problem is that Jack showed an interest. If he had said that he wasn't interested in me, I would have moved on. Something in him hit my sweet tooth. My sweet tooth for lovable, shall I say, losers.
I love Jack to pieces. I know about his "flaws" and I understand that I have to take responsibility for my part and either move on (YEOUCH!) or accept him and his transparent deceit, which hurts even more.
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