Chianne's Love Mythology: Jack and Chianne Are Soulmates

You see, I have a mythology about the relationship between Jack and I.  We are in each others lives for a reason.  He has no insight into the mythology.  I know it and I have felt it since the day we met.  I'd like to think he knew it, too.  There was something there.  There was a magnetism that totally drew us together despite everything that was going on in the world around us. I do believe that Jack and I are meant to be together.  Jack himself is fighting this and has admitted it to me, but Jack is lettinghis past control his future, as in his point of view about his relationships that brokedown and now the rebuilding of his relationship with Barbara.

Jack, don't let your past control your future.  Barbara is in his sights right now.  I guess there may have been some unfiunished business between them.  I am sure to find out from Jack.  He has the uncanny ability to tell on himself.  Not to mention,  I simply KNOW Jack.  I know his behaviors, patterns of speech, omittance of words in email and texts, tone of voice and body language.  Jack's body betrays him when he is lying and tells the truth for him. I appreciate that about you, Jack.

At the deepest part of my soul I undoubtedly feel that Jack will allow me to love him and allow himself to trust that I will.  We may have to go through all this "DRAMA" first...Which is very soap operetic.  I can deal with that.  Beside, it makes for great writing.

Jack, I love you.