It's Raining Men...and then some....
I thought I had my mind and hands full just dealing with Jack. Well, I can only blame the influx of new men to date on Spring Fever!
Let's update.
Thon: Thon and I have been seeing one another for about a year. He's just so damn busy and our schedules do not mesh. What's wild about Thon is that he has been hinting more and more about us becoming a couple. It's not that I am just trying to read between the lines. I mean, Thon is really making an effort. He stays in touch more. More texts and communication and that sentence that keeps resonating with me. When he asked "Is this enough for you?", I didn't want to just assume that he meant that he wanted to further our relationship along. It was the subsequent email that confirmed my initial thought. He does want more of a relationship. At this point, I know that Thon is way too busy to have me as a steady. So, that's out of the question. I'd rather just enjoy what we have and not break things because I like him. I like spending time with him and he is a delicious guy, but I know myself and I know that he does not have the time to put into a relationship that I would be comfortable with.
Robbie: Although I broke things off with Robbie (find out why here), Robbie and I have managed to remain friends. Actually, Robbie is still interested, but I cannot do the whole "my ex- is just living with me" thing. Way too much drama. I like Robbie. He makes me laugh and I have let go of all that initial hostility I had toward him. So, his ex- lives with him. I can do nothing about that nor would I want to. That's Robbie's situation and if he's OK with not moving forward and forming a relationship with me, then I have to let it go for my own sanity's sake. It could have been fun, Robbie.
Cowboy Shane: Well, I certainly made Cowboy Shane the main event here on this blog. Almost as important as Jack himself. Well, what I have not been able to say about Shane is that he never texts or calls me back and after our night in paradise, I thought that he was a serious "Wham-Bam....". I was wrong as of yesterday. It turns out that Shane has a past. His past is not far enough in the past for him to move forward at the moment. He's stuck. After the ink drying on his divorce just a few months ago, Shane has not had much contact with his children. The ex-wife took the kids across the country and not much has been seen or heard from them in some time. I saw Shane yesterday and he just started talking to me about it. He is becoming an insomniac which doesn't work when you're a transit conductor. After not having heard from him since our night together, I thought that he was just an asshole that wanted a one-night-stand. I was wrong. Last week, he was affectionate with me and he didn't hold back, even in public on his transit breaks. He did the same yesterday and he is likely to do the same today when I see him at my regular time. He's pouting and brooding, with reason of course. But, it's not healthy for him.
Cowboy Shane wants more of a relationship with me. How do I know? He gave a copy of his conductor's schedule. "So you don't have to guess where I am on the routes", he says. Why did he give me a copy of his schedule? Well, to me, that says more than not calling or texting me says. I really like Shane. He's not only gorgeous but he has a heart. That's a great recipe for something long term. Can't wait to see where this goes. I'm in for the adventure. Watch out Jack!
Next time, I'll update the goings on with my new guy, Alex...who's in serious heat.
As well as, Marty and his "Farewell to England" gift and of course, my love, Jack.
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